The explosion of light, colour and sound 



Post 40 my remaining surfing experience feels suddenly, arrestingly short. Framed through two very different, recent days of surfing in Ireland I wanted to explore what it is to surf on your own terms. 

Day One. County Clare. 3.45am, May 2024.

A local kid is out there before us, which gives an indication of the size. Not too daunting, just perfect shallow slab waves with one guy out. The tide is slightly wrong but improving. Matt gives me little kernels of intelligence I soak up like a sponge - where to paddle out, where to come in, what to line up off. The geology of the place is mind blowing, different to the other banner wave but no less otherworldly. For a while this wave saturated surf media, making stars, making history. Changing surfing in Ireland forever. 



Even on a sunny spring morning with set waves not much overhead everyone approaches it gingerly. There’s a sense of collective dread and fascination you have to look past. Just nerves I guess. I like the banter, the shared inhalation as the guinea pig pokes his nose over the ledge and has a go at one. Unsuccessful. The flogging is short and merciful. We scuttle out, getting washed into the channel and picking our way into the lineup. A set, much bigger than the ones before and magnified by being underneath it, looms out of the black water outside. I realise I’m only wearing one earplug while scrabbling under the first wave. Fear, however suppressed, does funny things to the mind. 



The crowd filters in. There is a great shared sense of being in it together. I recognise a few people. The bodyboarders define how it should be approached. Dan particularly has that voodoo quality of seeming to slow down time. The takeoff, which should be a panicked blur of critical consequence, seems to unfold at a leisurely pace for him. He sits twenty feet outside the pack, now and again giving someone a word of encouragement, but when his waves come there is no confusion. I enjoy this other dimension that some waterpeople can open up, it’s transcendental, pure poetry in motion. It stems from a deep comfort in your element. Confidence born of repetition. Way beyond my 10,000 hours, it’s a level of fluidity I’ll never possess. 



Matt says “sit with me and if I tell you to go then go.” But I sit as far as possible from him while still being in the lineup. If there was no one out here I think I’d sit right next to him. As a rootless surfer who hasn’t really had a local spot, I always defer to locals. Giving them space to operate feels like one of the fundamental principles of good karma in surfing. Out here I’m a tourist, the best I can hope for is a good scrap. I get a few on my 20 year old bodyboard, which has started taking on weight and has an alarming amount of flex. All you need is a little view. The sense of the shelf being inches below your belly takes getting used to, can imagine it’s quite a trip on your backhand. The wave makes almost every picture fall short. It breathes, digesting itself, exhaling with a roar. 90% of standup rides are not completed, I’d guess. There are a lot of nose dives and generally eating shit. 



For some time afterwards I dream of the place, its hook and heft of course but also just the sheer stunning geological rawness. I can see why it has exerted a draw. It is nourishing in a certain way, the spectacle and the camaraderie, the testing nature of it. I am back at the van before the children wake up. 

Later, a hiker stops by the van in the middle of nowhere and comments on my wetsuit drying on a road sign. It takes a while to realise it is Willy Britton, uncle to Easkey and a pioneer of surfing in Ireland like many of that clan. The last time I’d seen him had been twenty years before, when I lent him a bonzer and he went out and drew some beautiful long lines on it. We trade thoughts on the incoming low and agree we’ll see each other up north. Surfing has these little twists of fate in abundance, I love it.



Day Two. County Sligo. 4am, May 2024.



The right is softer than I remember. I guess it might be swell direction or period or tide or the general glassy malaise of the morning but it’s quite gentle despite the decent groundswell running. I remember once watching Cain Kilcullen out here on a similar day paddle up the reef and get three perfect tubes. Two guys paddled up, he paddled back and that spot of reef didn’t break again once. He read it like a book. I try and emulate it but it’s hard to read the boils. 



I have so many memories from this zone. The left off the back of the right on fire and a young Fergal Smith charging it. Long looping tunnels. A lost bodyboard fin. A wave we called cowshit left, on a winter trip when we saw no other surfers in ten days, walled up and running. Finding that zippy rivermouth from Litmus, but from the wrong side of the river, asking a very old drunk farmer if we could cross his land. A little mossy slab, tucked out of the westerly gale, the wave so mechanical it didn’t seem real. The right in the harbour, looking for all the world like Jeffrey’s bay. These rich experiences set the tone of my surfing life. 



The swell ebbs. I break out a big hull and paddle out to a marginal right. The inside section runs through a huge stringweed bed, you have to stay high on the face. I try not to lose my board, fin catching on the weed, watching the rocks below. It is sheet glass and for a brief period before the tide shuts it down, a soft headhigh a frame. There’s a freedom in this little peeling wave, a lack of expectation to it. My children are hunting fossils on the foreshore, my wife (long-suffering) is lying in the van with the rear doors open reading. These are details I can notice and absorb completely as I ride waves. It may be one day that I bring them back to this place and we surf together on long boards, sharing the takeoffs, trimming together in the light and emptiness. Wouldn’t that be a fine thing. 



After each wave there is a chance to watch the rest of the set rumble through, lifting the string weed, bending towards shore across the shallow rock. It is completely satisfying. The sad reality is with friends this session would be dismissed as a waste of time, a crapshoot, a goose chase. But alone there is a pause to wonder at it, how fortunate it is to be exactly here in this moment, watching these perfect little waves mark the end of a swell, back in this place that built my approach to surfing, with my own family here too. Surfing truly unmediated is a chance to closely witness an endless sequence of light, colour and sound. For just a few brief notes we are one with it. 

Letter to Europe

Under cliffs rejoiced and ducked

Spanish lips and Catalan fists

Watched the moon grow wide

In the silent forests of the north

Felt the pure rage of Atlantic storms

Wind whipping Irish kelp

Walked endless tracks and slipped into

Forgotten villages

Found kindness in the eyes of strangers

Beyond a dozen borders

Laughed loud with Polish farmers

Drunk tequila with German schoolgirls

Fanned phosphorescence in mandalas

Kicking ripples on the stroke

Dawn in the Gotico, St. Germaine, Kreuzberg

Each precious day unique

Promises on Alpine tracks, Dutch canals,

In Galician floods

A hundred bazaars, a thousand odd cries

The gentle death of light

Breathless days through cobbled streets

In love with promise and potential

Mumbling other tongues and understanding

Proximity and belonging

Strength in this meeting of eyes,

linking of hands and unity

Strength for the weak, dispossessed,

the world beneath our feet

Whilst greasy men wave their egos

In airless rooms

We open our arms and call you sister, brother, friend.

We stand together.